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i havent posted in ages...i don't no what to do..
i cannot stop eating its soooo hard i lost 4 pounds last week and put it all back on 
im such a failure please help me i don't know what to do i just want to be thin 
i have been to the gym almost every week day for the past 3 weeks but i just  cannot stop eating
please give me some tips...... it would be my ultimate dream to reach a 100
u lot are such an inspiration 
there has to be a way that i can shift some weight 
tips would be much appreciated

good luck girls hope your all doing better than me
Erin xx

please somebody help me!
want to be thin but i just  cant stop eating 
its not even like i can purge it up cus every time i do all that comes up is blood and i don't no why?
i can't take this any longer 
i want to be thin!

 went to a close friends funeral yesterday cant imagine how hard it was for the family loosing a 15 year old daughter im very sad that she died id give anything to see her again it just goes to show how precious life is ! we gave her a good send off though and said our final goodbyes.

fasted for 48 hours and have ate little since then burntt 700 calories at the gym so im doing well...so far hope this can last i rele do 
some tips for you all
if you are temted to eat ...brush your teeth so u wont want to becus everything will taste bad
if your mum and dad try and make you eat dinner just say u wouldnt believe the amount of fatty foods i ate at school so they dont make you 
wen at the gym if you ate something fatty do 10 minutes 'punishment' which means you excercise like crazy for 10 mintes and then do your usual ritual which means you have burnt 200 or more calories off than you  would have normally
anyway i found these all help me hope  your all doing good!
 
think thin
Erin Xx

Hey girls!
hope you are all doing better than me !
omg this week has been so painful,my close friend passed away thru meningitis it was so sudden she went into a coma for a week an then it happend....
i miss her soo much and ive lost track ov everything, my weight my calorie intake and even worse than that binged !
but after the funeral on monday i am religiously fasting im going to do this for her i NEED to loose weight i HAVE to loose weight
just cant bear the fact that i friend that i thort was gunna be there till the end has died so young 15 years old, im cryin typing this now 
anyway like i sed monday  im fasting cant even think about food right now 
hope you are all doing well
good luck

R.I.P Shannon louise burns
Erin XxX

 hey people!
went to the gym today and burnt 400 cals !
fasting is goin well i have drank 5 glasses of water today and ate nothing !
how are we all doing??
good luck and remember to think thin !

 im horrified i ate a chocolate cake today, this is my first entry btw and immm sooo glad people feel the same way i do my friends dnt undersand that im fat and have to loose weight they dont care its like driving me crazy i cant bare the fact of being fat !